10th June 2009 - 16:08 You are, you are the sign of my unrelief

The guestbook is back again. Too busy/lazy to blog, sry.

4th June 2009 - 19:38 Off with superfly

The guestbook is dead, so if you need to contact me, use email: jenna(at)ketutar(dot)com.

27th May 2009 - 18:47 Echoes From A Hollow Soul

Yeah, that's the song I took the title for this new layout from. And it's My Dying Bride of course. Aaaaand once again I did it; I have way too many projects and school assignments and lots of other stuff going on, so I get frustrated and create a new layout for ketutar.com...... priorities, priorites. But well, that's me so what can you do.

Recently I've found it almost impossible to understand people, it's unbeliavable how far some are willing to go to boost their ego. I can't find the words to describe how angry and disappointed I've been. BUT, here's one little thing that made me reallyreally happy:

The Purrrfect Shoes!

4th May 2009 - 17:12 My new toy!

I'm in love!

22nd April 2009 - 22:29 Still alive

Just thought I should update for a change. I'm alive but still quite busy. Moved, but everything isn't ready yet and I still have to work. It's possible that I'll get another domain after all..Found myself a better option so it doesn't cost that much and I can't let this one go really :D But I'll have to check some things before I order, so I'm gonna have to wait just a bit longer. That's all for now, and by the way - new layout!

23rd March 2009 - 19:14 Read The Lines I Bleed

Yeah, I'm alive. I've been too goddamn busy to update. When you wake up at 3:55 in the morning, work for 7 hours (6:00 - 13:00), then cook, wash the dishes and whatnot, THEN go to the house and try to do as much as possible so that it will be ready by the end of the month, there really isn't any time or energy to do anything else. And well of course I have to pack too.. But yeah, I'm somewhat alive. My arms are bruised, my feet are killing me, my hands are so dry you can almost hear the skin crack, and I'm tired as hell. Not that I'm complaining :D No, really, I'm really happy with the way my life is right now, and soon it'll be easier anyway.

I started making a new layout for Ajokkila, the doggie site. It just takes more time than usually 'cause I've been so tired. I also came up with a purrrfect new domain name, but I really can't decide what to do with this one - kill it or keep it? I'm kinda bored with it but on the other hand I feel like I can't let it go..Anyway, I still have time to think about this..

13th March 2009 - 21:07 If I speak at one constant volume at one constant pitch

As I already knew, I survived..It wasn't that bad. Everyone was nice to me and the day went really fast..it was like a blink and it was already 12.. and my day was over at 14:00. Then I bought some food (and beer) and M. picked me up. There were some things we had to do before coming home, but nothing too tiresome. Now I'm just drooling over Robert Pattinson (yes, me too..) and listening to good music. I have to say - I love my life at the moment.

12th March 2009 - 21:33 I'm lost inside my head

Today has been..I don't know. I'm panicing about tomorrow and I hate it. I know everything is gonna go just fine, but still I have to stress and panic. My mom said she was exactly like this when she was younger, and that it will get easier..but that doesn't really help right now. I should be in bed already, because I have to get up around 05.00..but I know I can't sleep just yet, so what's the point? I fucking hate these little moments when nothing actually is wrong but I feel bad anyway. I should be happy and thrilled and excited but I'm not. I know that this feeling will go away after the first day..I just wish it was over already.

11th March 2009 - 19:30 She's just another lost soul

Made some small changes here. Added a wishlist on my profile and some days ago a blog archive. I feel like I need to do some other changes too, but maybe later. The back of my neck is killing me and sitting here won't help..I had to study yesterday and apparently I can't study in normal positions (is this even the right word for this?). I wish I at least passed the test.

I should continue arranging my mp3-folder since it's a mess..I'm editing filenames and id tags and changing foldernames and other boring stuff. But it bugs me that there are some messy filenames so I guess I have no choice.

9th March 2009 - 17:22 The highest highs and the lowest lows

Okay. Have been lazy and my head's been totally empty, but now I actually have something to write about - my new headphones! O M G ! I love these!

Yes, they look cool, but that's not the only reason I love them - they're just great in every way. I can turn the music quite loud and still my ears won't hurt. The sound is like..soft, but doesn't sound like I'm in a basement. And when it's not that loud, all the surrounding noise that used to piss me off, won't bother me anymore - 'cause I can't hear it, it's amazing!

Now I can't decide what to listen because everything just sounds so great. And no, I don't get paid to say these things. Just thought I'd share one succesful purchase.

25th February 2009 - 21:29 I'm labelled enemy

I finally realized why it's been so hard to write longer posts or about me -texts here in the past..I've been trying to be way too considerate and neutral. And why? I really don't know. It's my website, I should be able to write whatever I want and not stress about other people's feelings. I follow a number of blogs, mostly about style/fashion and I have to admit that I'm quite pissed off about some argumentation I've bumped into. I find it annoying how easy it is to anonymously judge and diss but on the other hand it's also annoying that some bloggers let those people affect their blogging. Isn't that exactly what they want? No, I do not have a popular blog because - well - I really don't have anything that interesting to blog about.. But my point is that you should do what you want to do - if someone doesn't like it, it's their problem. Right?

24th February 2009 - 15:10 'Cause I just can't resist her

What a good day. I painted one whole room on my own and my arms are killing me but feels great that I did it. And I finally got e-mail from TFL.org telling that my application for the Aaron Stainthorpe -fanlisting is approved, WOAH! I actually was almost ready with the FL, so now it is up and running. I addded the link to the sidebar too.

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